~ Peace ~

Today's a strange day for me. I have a lot of peace in my heart and I'm not worried or anxious. It's strange because the girl I like told me that she needs time to think, pray and seek God and for the first time, perhaps in my life, it didn't hurt, I wasn't worried and I have peace.

I think I have peace, not because I don't like her, or I am just giving up. I have peace because I think my heart is trusting God. I know that God has a good plan, I know that God has a good wife for me, I know that I am and I will continue to grow into being a Godly man and an excellent husband.

So why do I write this, I guess I want to give thanks to God for taking away the fear that has gripped my heart so often. I want to give thanks for the good things that God is doing in both my life and my friends.

So what do I do now? I don't just wait... because 'just waiting' isn't what God wants. I enjoy this time, I enjoy being single and being able to give more time to church and God than if I was married, and I pray, and I wait patiently on God's timing.

Ecclesiastes 3:11 'God makes all things beautiful in His time'